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kesäkuu 2009
heinäkuu 2009
elokuu 2009


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Once upon a time, Hime had to wake up very early in the morning. And then no one lived happily ever after. The End.

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I had a word with someone who collects insects. Butterflies, moths and beetles, to be more precise. I think it was fascinating. The conversation, that is.

"Don't you think it's cruel to kill them just for this?"
"Of course not, all my insects died of natural causes"
"...they did?"
"Yes, this moth for example, died from fright."
"Wait, what?"
"Yes, it got a fright when I sprayed the poison on it."
"...oh."

I cracked up. orz

This is slowly but surely beginning to look like a room...♪

But there is so much mess around! My bookshelf is already full, and I still have sooo many books and DVD's I must stick somewhere! And, I am determined to get a table and a few chairs I can stick in the balcony. u_u;

Wahh.

I need a cup of tea~♥

Finally, I managed to set my trap and catch myself company for dinner! What is it with people not enjoying having dinner together, I don't get it?! I practically live out of elegant dinner conversations with friends. (Okay, usually they are not all that elegant but end up utterly morbid, depending on the company of course...)

We are not eating out, today though...

I'm meeting an old friend I haven't seen in... two years?! For old times' sake, it is grilled salmon and red wine today, and I am cooking...♪ By the way, this wine is especially good with grilled salmon. ♥

I remembered something new about the time I met Jasmine. I was standing in the weird basement where they took us, and there was another girl (a fan too) who had drawn a picture of Jasmine. And I remember when she gave it to him, and Jasmine smiled so much and he looked so 'proud' in a way that I kind of giggled along.

And then I remember another flash where Jasmine and Teru were standing a little further away while Kamijo, Hizaki and Yuki were signing the other girl's tour pamphlet. And Jasmine was showing the drawing to Teru, and they practiced some moonspeak there and I had no idea what they were saying, however, Jasmine was smiling and Teru was looking at the drawing with wide eyes, and it seemed like they really liked it.

I remember feeling really happy for the girl who drew it, because it must have been an awesome moment for her! I wanted to write it down, because I keep forgetting the details of the meeting. And I don't want to forget it...♥

Those pictures are from that time.
Jasmine is holding the drawing there.

It's beautiful outside today.
Even though it's all rotting...

I am hungry.

But, I'm too tired, listless, angsty for restaurants tonight. I wish I had a television, now. I want to watch House M.D or something else amusing to distract myself. I am also thinking about just going home to my parents' place, but I don't know. I don't feel like being alone.

I'm on sick leave now.
It's a little pointless to be here.

Well, cup noodles it is, then...♪

I don't understand how I can be so sad about someone I didn't know, someone I only met once in real life, that I would just stop being able to function. I don't understand it, and I'm nearly ashamed to say that I have been crying non-stop since yesterday.

I have noticed that everyone is upset... but I'd still like to repeat what I wrote in livejournal, that right now Jasmine's family and friends, Versailles, have lost more than any of us have, and I can't believe there are still people speculating and starting rumours about his death online. I came across some more this morning and I can't believe my eyes.

Can't you people give it a rest? We will be informed about the reason of his death, if it -really- is any of our business, and honestly? I don't think it is our business. We are talking about someone's life. It was not his stage persona that died. He was a human, a person we didn't know outside his music. And we have absolutely no right to imagine that we are allowed to know everything.

I'm upset... I want to know, too, and I hope they can give us details. In a way, I think that fans should be informed if possible. If not? Well, stop the spamming, stop speculating, stop the rumours, you're only making it worse.

I'm sure Jasmine You will not be forgotten. As much as I read his blog, and as much as I can say based on that one short meeting, I think he was really sweet and kind. People like that won't be forgotten. But they can be buried under speculation and rumours, so how about just letting it be for now? If I'm this sad, I can only imagine what the people who were actually around him are going through at the moment.

Please have some respect for them, too.

I couldn't sleep last night. Or I just didn't want to, either way, I'm tired now... but I need to pack and change city. I'm okay with moving, I just don't know what time I'll be at my new flat, the trip to the city itself takes two hours by car, plus what am I going to pack except TONS OF KAYA STUFF AND ELECTRONICS?!

And I want to sleep...

And then there is of course school tomorrow morning. I can't possibly have enough energy drinks and smokes right now. I also realised that I need to write a few essays and an article, eh eh. Why so lazy?!

And whaaaat, lunch time went already!
I'm so confused. I think I need a nap!~♪